intimacy and holiness

The intimacy and holiness of the places I am walking with God are almost too great for me to experience for myself much less speak of. I wonder if should keep quiet about it...partly because I am not even sure of what God is up to... partly because I feel these places that God is inviting me to and opening up in me are so vulnerable and infant. I feel that I must guard them with my very life...like something that has just been born.

Also, the enemy is at work to steal, kill and destroy. I think that my silence has been a way that I have been fighting him...which makes sense to me because silence is the place that God has called me to for a while now. I have never thought of silence being an effective weapon of warfare but I am knowing that place and that victory in Christ...in our place of quiet.

(Thanks Mom...for seeing my uncertainty and validating me and the places God is bringing life...in spite of it.)